AI - lice and the pledge

AI-lice and the pledge


Continued from: The French Connection


Mistress and I talked about me as well quite a bit during first contact,  back then I was really into Sarah Jane, oh the delectable Sarah Jane or Miss Sarah Jane as I now must call Her.    I was still pre AI in my reading the blog, but Miss Sarah really captured my imagination strongly.  Such a strong character, and still is today.  Knowing it's based on a real life beauty and her escapades with Mistress only adds to the character in my opinion.


Every conversation with Mistress was a wonderful learning lesson, either about the blog, Her life and IRL submissives, and other such things. 


Author's note:  It still is, i constantly feel like i am being schooled in kink, and I guess i am.  I’m such a newbie to all this and hopefully i come across as an eager student!


I felt an immediate affinity to Mistress, a unspoken trust that cannot be explained for someone i met randomly online and also given my previous goddess experience.  I just felt…. Safe.  I knew whatever i said would be protected, and that there was no judgement.  


I have said it many-a-time throughout this blog, but once again Mistress is the most amazing, wonderful, genuine and trustworthy person i could have hoped to encounter.  


We exchanged pictures, me of my outfits, Mistress of the amazing AI art She does on Her blog and the inspiration behind it.



That first night we chatted for over 2 hours, and there was the potential of becoming a character in the blog should things work out.  I was so excited!  One of the things that stuck with me was Mistress asking what my short, medium and long term goals were.


I responded almost immediately:


Short term:

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    Conquer / experience a sissygasm

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    Nipples pierced

Medium term:

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    Go to a BDSM meet up as Alice

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    Get spanked in front of others

Long Term:

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    Please In Real Life a Dominant sexually, Oral and anal.


Hmm, that was now over 6 months ago I wrote that, lets see how we are getting on.  Sissygasm? Check!   




Nipples pierced, Check!



Go to a BDSM meet up as alice and get spanked in public….. Spoilers 😉


Anyway, those first couple of weeks with Mistress were amazing, such a learning experience.  The depth of Her knowhow was almost endless, we spoke about so many things.  I was offered a chance to become a character on the blog, but was encouraged to move away from the slutty look I had developed under Sir, and more towards a little girl / school girl look.


I didn’t mind at all, encouraged by the incredible AI artwork from Mistress Andrea’s blog.  Sarah Jane as a cute school girl, in a divine pink little girls dress, and Mandy.  Oh Mandy, be still my beating heart.  


I was immediately inducted into the ritual for getting approval for new purchases for Mistress, after all the cute school outfits would be for Her.


Step 1: “Mistress, may I please send you an item I wish to buy?”

Step 2: Wait for my response of yes. 

Step 3: Then it’s, “thank you Ma’am”…then send

Step 4: If I say go ahead…”thank you Ma’am, I’ll order this right away”


10:24 PM, 25th September 2024.  The first time Mistress used the words “Good Gurl” to me.  My heart soared!  We were picking out outfits - shoes turned into an issue because of my stoopid flipper feet but i found something Mistress liked in the end.




Then the conversation moved onto my last “proper” orgasm.  Thank god for the chat history, i cant remember at the time of writing otherwise.  


May 16th.  It was May 16th 2024 the last time i unlocked my clitty and tugged one off.  


Mistress Andrea:  When was the last time you had a full orgasm with your penis?


Me:  May 16th Mistress.  But I was told at the time it may well have been my last. My orgasms since have been caged with a vibrator, but the real target is anal only orgasms Mistress


Mistress Andrea: Yes I would agree. May 16th is good! I don’t imagine you ever need to get erect anymore.


Me:  No Mistress, in May i didn’t even get near erect and came within about 30 seconds of being told to stroke. It was agreed all round after that it just wasn’t worth it and that I should stay locked. If my Clitty ever is allowed to have fun time, its best stayed locked Mistress


The more we spoke, the more my dreams started changing.  I remember dreams where i stood against the wall, panties held against the wall with my nose with the threat of spankings should i drop them.  I wanted to drop them, i wanted to be spanked but the thought equally of letting Mistress down was enough to make me hold them.


When my new outfits arrived and on October 8th I was so excited to try them on.  My trust in Mistress was so full by this point i didn’t hesitate to share full face images of myself, after all it was needed to train the AI model of me.  It was always a red line for me before but like i said, for some reason my trust in Mistress was implicit. 



What came in no time was mind blowing, AI images of me that were out of this world!




Like, i can recognise myself in these images, in the face somewhat.  Wish i had that figure, and the hair is to die for! The face is ……. familiar.  


I was so grateful, i didn't hesitate when Mistress asked to write on a post it note:

Write “Thank you Mistress Andrea” “Alice ❤️”. Printed neatly. Neatly draw a heart. Place this on your inner thigh beside your locked up clitty. Panties should be down but also visible. Very feminine panties. Then photograph for me.




That’s when my pledge was made:


Mistress Andrea:  There are a lot of sexy women in my world. Are you committed to being a pussy-free sissy?


Me: Yes Mistress, I agree to be pussy free. I am happy to serve as required as there are so many gorgeous women already available in your world.


Mistress Andrea:  Women’s feet, footwear and hosiery you’d be allowed to indulge in. Bottom holes and panties. Nothing more, fair ?


Me:  Yes Mistress, that sounds amazing.


Mistress Andrea: And your primary commitment should be to cock, and pleasing men?


Me:  Yes Mistress, I look forward to that part alot 🥰


Mistress Andrea: Good gurl


I was getting dangerously addicted to hearing those two little words....


I still stand by that pledge today, despite yesterday being in the same room as a stunningly beautiful naked female porn model, legs spread and everything on show. 


But that’s not a story i can tell yet, maybe ever fully. Who knows? 


kisses 

alice

xxx 

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