Sisters

 Sisters

Continued from: Teachers Pet


I promise i will get back to the timeline soon, but I need to post this one first.  It’s important to me to get this out the way, today, on the 1st of May.


During the past 204 days since I made my pledge to Mistress Andrea, i have met a number of amazing sissies, either online thanks to my posts or ones that have been referred to me by Mistress Andrea for assessment.  I call them my sissy sisters.  


Lena was the first, and taught me alot and all my sissy sisters that followed will have gained from my failings with that french beauty.  To all of you that follow me or chat to me know that your support is my lifeblood, the encouragement and feedback and ideas i get from you all is a massive help and inspiration.  I love getting messages of support, or the ones that give me thanks for being brave and saying i inspire them to be more open with themselves.


Now I won’t name them but they cover the globe, from Hawaii to Singapore, California to India i have met wonderful, like minded people that i truly.  Some of the stories are amazing, i wish they would blog themselves as their journey’s are more incredible than mine! 


On the 8th of Jan, 107 days ago i met Lily, a UK sissy that i immediately hit it off with.  Whilst she originally had a keyholder, 7 days later i had her locked in a cage picked out by Mistress Andrea using my secure key system.  




Gorgeous, right?


We spoke daily, like real sisters nattering about boys, Mistress, frustrations and sharing pictures.  As Lily’s “big” sister i was in charge, and as such i oversaw her outfit choices that Mistress would inevitably agree or not agree to.  Mistress has always been dead clear with my littles sisters - “it's your ass on the line when they do things wrong alice, LITERALLY!” was the phrase used multiple times.  


Hence why i keep my sisters that serve Mistress on a pretty tight leash!


Soon she was in cute girly panites every day, verifying as i do on reddit, and to me in messages.  We spoke so much about what we would do when we met up, not if, but when.  I had so many wonderful dreams about lily kneeling on the floor behind me, licking my abused asshole as my clitty leaked, or Lily stroking her littly clitty gently before spurting months of built up frustration into my willing, open mouth, or Lily bending me over and taking me hard with a strap on ever her cage……




She loved being teased about her tiny clitty, and god did I oblige.  Videos of me being bred by my toyfriends, moaning in delight saying i wouldn’t even feel her should Mistress allow her to fuck me when we meet up.  


God she was such a tease back sometimes, sending me images like that!  It was all going so well, in fact we were discussing the celebrations for her 100 days locked when everything changed.  


Both Mistress Andrea and i were very excited about the 100 days celebration which was to fall on May 1st. It was going to be so much fun, dildo’s. Butt plugs, condoms, cum eating and a tough choice after. 


Suddenly however Lily disappeared, radio silence.  Her reddit account has been dormant for 14 days, none of us have heard from her despite multiple attempts.  I have messaged her on telegram and nothing, messages are not being seen.  The accounts are still there, it's not as if they have been deleted, just zero activity. 




Lily’s last verification post on 16th April.


I fear the worst here, and am not ashamed to say i have sat with tears in my eyes searching obituaries online, and newspapers trying to find answers from the little I knew about her. She was 31, played field hockey somewhere in the UK, and played well for what i know as they won their league this year - a handful of results and dates accompany that information.  That’s all i know.


Would Lily disappear for weeks without good reason? No, she was not that type.  Did she purge and just give up sissy life?  I don't believe she would do that.  Do i fear that something far more serious has become her, yes.  I wrote about purges before but this just doesn’t feel right.  Lily and I were family, she would have said something if it was too much.


Maybe i am wrong, everyone has a breaking point right? Lily seemed happy, sure stressful job and all but there were no obvious signs of stress in the relationship, if anything she was the one pushing on.


So Lily, if i am wrong and you are still out there please, please let me know you are alive.  That's all i need.  No explanation, nothing more than “i am alive”.


However, if, as i feel in my heart, you have passed away, then may your beautiful soul find peace and rest that you struggled to find in life. 


Lily was loved, and will be missed terribly.




Kisses and tears

alice

xxx


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